Today even if you have had a different resolution on how to live your christian live, I think you need to either upgrade or discard and make a new one by receiving the invitation from Jesus and be a distributor of same invitation. Trust Him on all issues, stand firm, let your life be an example to others and most importantly be focused on the one that offer the invitation. People are close to you so that you can invite them on the same journey based on the promised gift of God. It is the heartbeat of God that none perished (Mat. 18:14; 2Pet.3:9)