John Gills Exposition of the Bible Commentary - Genesis 44:30
Now therefore, when I come to thy servant my father ,.... That is, should he return to him in the land of Canaan with the rest of his brethren: and the lad be not with us ; his brother Benjamin, so called here, and in the following verses, though thirty years of age and upwards, see Genesis 43:8 , seeing that his life is bound up in the lad's life ; he is as closely united to him in affection, and is as dear to him as his own soul; quite wrapped up in him, and cannot live without... read more
John Gills Exposition of the Bible Commentary - Genesis 44:29
And if ye take this also from me ,.... His son Benjamin, as he perhaps suspected they had taken Joseph, and made away with him: and mischief befall him ; either in Egypt, or on the road, going or returning, any ill accident, especially death, as the Targums of Onkelos and Jonathan, or what may issue in it: ye shall bring my gray hairs with sorrow to the grave ; it would be the means of his death, and while he lived he should be full of sorrow and grief; see Genesis 42:38 . read more