Numbers 11:4-35 - The Sin Of Despondency, In A Servant Of God

I. MOSES FORGETS THAT THE BURDENS OF RESPONSIBILITY AND THE AFFLICTIONS THEY BRING WITH THEM , INSTEAD OF BEING A SIGN THAT HE HAS " NOT FOUND FAVOUR " IN GOD 'S SIGHT , ARE A PROOF OF THE HONOUR PUT UPON HIM . Illustration: a diplomatist or a general ( e.g; Sir Garnet Wolseley) selected out of all the Queen's servants for some arduous enterprise. Christian wife honoured by God with the responsibilities and burdens of motherhood.

II. HE FORGETS THAT OUR DUTIES ARE NOT LIMITED BY OUR NATURAL RELATIONSHIPS ( Numbers 11:12 ). We are all "members of one another" ( Romans 14:7 ; Philippians 2:4 ). All are in danger of a selfish disregard of those afar oft (savage Caffres, idolatrous Hindoos), or even of those at our doors, not our own kindred, respecting whose spiritual welfare we may be selfishly indifferent or despondent.

III. HE SPEAKS AS THOUGH THE BURDEN WAS THROWN ENTIRELY ON HIMSELF . The questions in Numbers 11:12 , Numbers 11:13 are very unworthy of him. The cold fog of despondency chills him and obscures the light of God's presence which was promised to him ( Exodus 33:14 ).

IV. HIS DESPONDENCY LEADS TO UNWORTHY REFLECTIONS ON GOD AND EXAGGERATED STATEMENTS ABOUT HIMSELF ( Numbers 11:13 , Numbers 11:14 ). A smaller burden would have been too great for him "alone;" a heavier not too great with God (cf. John 15:5 ; Philip. John 4:13 ).

V. IT PROMPTS HIM TO A SINFUL PRAYER ( Numbers 11:15 ). Imagine that the prayer had been answered, and Moses had died on the spot; what a humiliating end! (cf. 1 Kings 19:4 ).

Let us learn the lesson Psalms 56:3 , and thus climb to the level of a still higher experience: "I will trust, and not be afraid" ( Isaiah 12:2 ; Isaiah 26:3 ).—P.