Although we do not understand God's plans many times, He is always working to show us His love and purposes for our lives. God loves you and wants to have a personal relationship with you.
Deuteronomy 31: 6
6 Be strong and of a good acourage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.